This is it. This is water.

Wake up at 5. Wait until 7 like the kid from A.I. I take my pills and do the exercises for an hour. Try to clean my room. Fail. Fix some breakfast for my brother. Eat raisins.

I remember the sweetest message I got yesterday.
I see a comment under the last post. The content makes me unusually happy.
I see the coolest scrap on Orkut. The content makes me scream and dance around like the scoliosis and the inflammation of the vertebral joints etc have left my body.
There's a blackout. I realize that I'm lost without electricity. So I go outside for the first time in 4-5 days.
Get drunk and smoke. Another realization: I don't need it. Specially now. What a raffish girl.

Also, I might spend my New Year's at a sanatorium. Which is awesome in a i'll-take-anything kinda way.

But until then...